Worked a double yesterday! Had a pretty good shift. There are always a few good seconds in even the grimmest of shifts at the worst of workplaces, in my experience--and after eleven-plus years of swapping stories and accruing the misery that is the right to tell them, I can say I've worked some dark, truly regrettable shifts in my time. My spirits were up pretty much the whole time yesterday, which is really an incredible gift when you think about it. Lucky stuff.
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Having bookshelves again has disrupted my life considerably. My room is in somewhat of a transition phase. To bring about form, to trend towards order and organization and hold a pattern, the universe must undergo changes. Changes are chaotic and disruptive. Patterns are never perfect in their repetition. Forms, never identical, interact. This is the paradox that describes being and time.
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Well, I boiled it down a lot.
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My room is a mess. Difficult to concentrate.
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Perspective truly is the only thing that has any chance of saving your life.
Might as well throw that into the pool, while I'm casually saying whatever.
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Okay, peace. I want to play some video games before I go to work, and also read, and have some nutrition. Again, peace. Peace out.
--JL
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