#433

Having to change my rhythms clock-style to achieve the necessary movements and wakefulness for work and commute--that is the great trial of moving into this new phase of employment. That and that it just doesn't really pay that much. But it gives me more time than any job before this. It's the compromise. It's ok. This is the compromise.

I have to breathe a lot with this compromise. I am uncomfortable. But this is part of growth, and this is what it means to trust yourself and the people who love you, and hope.

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Just have to be myself about it all and do my best. That all there is.

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With that, I think I will spend some time just breathing outside. Maybe slap one more coat of paint down before I shower. Have fun at work.

Walk and breathe and be. 

--JL