Working on a project. If God wills it, I can finish another project or two as I plug away steadily at this project, and also meet the responsibilities and challenges of everyday life. Demanding, but doable. It requires of me a certain concentration and drive, under prevailing conditions which must be met, and that life shit is sure a lot. So who knows the time it will take. I will endeavor. Oh, how I will endeavor.
This does mean I cannot make any promises about posting in the blog too often, or much effort when I do. Always something somewhere has to give. This universe has laws about balance. Also it's extra hard because I want to play a lot of video games right now. This, like reading, aids me tremendously survival-wise, but takes time.
So there's that! It's December. I wish my job was to cook fancy soup all day for approximately twice what I make now, ten fewer hours per week. That's my wish. If I weren't such a fucking idiot in so many ways I would absolutely be doing that right now, but I am who I am instead. Woop woop. Bam!
--JL
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